The haunting of the executions still lingered in my mind. How could he be so ruthless? I sat in my usual spying spot at the south edge of the farm and I watched today. I sat and I saw something not right. The commandments. They looked so different. More wordy, and less concise. Had they been changed? Yes! I have come to the conclusion that yes indeed they have been changed. How disgusting of him to do this and kill my poor comrades now. To say I am feeling guilty is a huge understatement. I notice how observant I am becoming as I spy on my farm. Every Sunday morning Squealer reads out a list of figures with the proof of a supposed increase in production. I feel so frustrated that these animals are being blinded by stupid words. They can not see what is really happening on their farm. I mean, they are simply dandy with the fact that Napoleon acts like an almighty lord. His dogs guarded him, he took his fancy dinners alone, and he had a gun fired on his birthday now. Humph! I can not bear to see this happen. I need to help them.
ruthless beast
Napoleon is truly a beast. He has had the animals confess. They must confess to their crimes, and he slaughtered all of them. It seems like there was a pile of bodies equivalent to the mound of logs the animals have tried to trade. All of this I know because I witnessed it, they think I am on neighboring farms all the time, when on contrary I am walking around the fences of the farm. Boxer got attacked a little while ago! The dogs had gone after him but Boxer had dodged them and caught one in the air, except he let him go. Napoleon is a fool if he wants to let one of his hardest workers go to die. As I strolled around I could hear the sorrow tune of "Beasts of England" coming from the hill top, the one voice that stood out to me, was Clovers. However, this tune was interrupted by the high-pitched voice of Squealer. I could over-hear little snippets of it. They had been taught a new song, this one was more lively, it was not very good at all. It was only two lines. Napoleon was officially betraying Old Major. This is not what he would have wanted. Old Major would have wanted "Beasts of England". Old Major would have lead us into the best years of this farm. Old Major was betrayed. From then on, not another lyric of "Beasts of England" came out of the farm.